Saturday, 31 December 2011

I did get another dress though :-)

As I sit here writing this, drinking my cup of tea, my Facebook news feed is flooded with everyone's antics, photo's of their outfits, their drinks, their...lives. Then again, not just Facebook. Twitter too, Tumblr, every social networking sites I am apart from, you name it, it's all about NYE. And here is myself. Sat on my bed, with a hair and face mask on, drinking tea. How fabulous. But, you know what, yeah, It would be great to be out sipping double Malibu's and coke's, but, if there's one thing I need to learn to do in 2012, which I'm doing right now, is being GOOD to me. And, not going out tonight, is definitely certainly being GOOD to me, and I'm respecting myself. NYE is overrated and I would have got myself into a annihilated state, and done something I regret, which is a occurrence with me when intoxicated. I guess, I have this thing where I think I'm missing out on something. But really, what am I missing out on? It's just the same as any other night, except more expensive, taxi fares are absurd, and more often than not the NYE night always ends up being a disappointment and well, it's just far too overrated, so I need to stop getting myself all sullen on the fact I'm staying in. So fucking what. I'm doing myself good. I'm being good to me. And, really well that's the most important thing to me right now.

Wednesday, 28 December 2011


I ordered this dress, and these black wedges online a few days ago, and I am IN LOVE with them! :D

Update post, on the way now, just thought I'd share this with you!

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

Just some of my Grandad's old LP's that I came across when I was at my Nana's. 
We both adored the same music genres, and just cherished Music for what it was,
and that's what I loved the most about my Grandad, he listened to anything and everything.
Oh. Man I miss him.

This was him like 2 years ago, oh wow. Miss you Grandaddy. 
You were the bestest xoxo

Some photo's

Some of these photo's are from the past week, and yeah, just thought I'd share. Some from the Christmas Markets, and when we had the 'snow' :)

Thursday, 8 December 2011

 People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

- Jim Morrison

Wednesday, 7 December 2011


But you cant shut everyone out. I mean you have to have someone to love…someone to hold on to… someone—
Hubert Selby  Jr. - Requiem For A Dream

Thursday, 1 December 2011

When I look back on my life, it's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened, it's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest, because I invented it. 

- Lady Gaga- Marry the Night Prelude